So, I was fighting my own war right here and i'm sure the other side was too. or not. I'm not being cold hearted or whatsoever it called but I'm really trying hard to avoid it. As you all know, okay you all dont know. -.- I am a naqibah since this year and it was a really a tough thing for me as I am not perfect at all and has many lacks. But my muallimah and my seniors always says to us ashlih nafsak wad'u ghairak which means baikilah diri kita and serulah kepada orang lain. Sebab kalau nak tunggu diri kita perfect memang tak akan..lah.
Plus, I think I am really being tested by Him in protecting my heart from any 'dhkfsuhbeilklksnbdbz' things throughout this year. Even mlmh had once said to me. "Betul ke najwa?" "Jaga diri elok2. Boleh jadi fitnah." Hmm. Hamek kau. mlmh.ckp.sendiri.kat.kau. Serious malu ya Allah. Tapi I take it as a teguran for myself. Keep calm and act cool je.
Andd, tahun ni cepat sgt berlalu. Rasa macam baru je apply nak amik science tulen sume.. pastu tuptaptuptap dah habis f4 and nak amik SPM dah next year. ya Allah. takut sebenarnya. sebab salah satu tanda kiamat is masa berlalu dgn sangat pantas tanpa kita sedar, Astaghfirullah....
Okay, last but not least. *camkaranganbipulak*
Seorang murobbi (naqibah) kena buat apa yang dia dah sampaikan. Sebab kalau tak, dosa! I repeat, dosa. And tu yang paling takut. ya Rabbi..
Lastly, disebabkan nak cuti ni, mlmh cakap kitorg (the naqibahs) kena prepare diri betul2 utk tahun depan. Sebab next year we'll be the seniors. And we have to be and try our best to please Him in whatever we do. Jangan banyak melayan perasaan sangat, We have a mission in our life guys. To get the mardhatillah and went to the jannah holding hands together with our friends and families and other muslimin and muslimat.
Moga Allah redha. Assalamualaikum.. :')
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