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Time passes so fast and I got mixed feelings all over me. Sometimes i just got sad and anxious to grow up and face the challenge out there.// That video was a teaser for our Teacher's Day for this year, 2014. Love it sm. I still remember when we're in f3 where my friends and I were very excited in planning n dreaming about handling this annual teacher's day. And now we already did it successfully, alhamdulillah :) thanks to my batch theUnexpected 15 for giving me the most unforgettable memory in my life. <3 *lotsofhearts*

red carpet uuu

This was the bravest photo that I've taken even tak cantik pon T.T Sebab dahla diri kat tengah2 tu. pastu kat depan pulak tu and tetibe my camera terflash. oh my gg. time tu jugakla buat hal. salah sendiri jgk, tak check awal2 n gelabah tak tentu pasal -,-  *insaf*

And, I jadi photographer that day ;) hahah kecoh.

Also, the main point is the foood. Banyak sgt sampai semua org kata banyaknya dapat makanan. Alhamdulillah sgt2 thanks to muallim/ah and my friends' parents yg sanggup tolong and bagi sumbangan which is quite a lot. Not forget the Unexpected members too <3

Okay, the main point of this entry bukan nak cite pasal hari guru senanye tapi cane tah boleh termasuk sampai sesat tak balik2 dah. Anyway, just nak cakap yg 2014 was a challengeable year and my mom cakap banyak sangat bala yang Allah tunjuk kat Malaysia tahun ni.

Dengan mh370 nya, mh 17, banjir, and now air asia flight pulak yg hilang. hmm. banyak sangat yang Allah nak tegur. terlalu banyak. And kita? It is the time to return to Him before it's too late. May Allah forgive us for all our wrongdoings and bless us with His merciful blessings. Ameen.

Salam tahun baru 2015. Moga tahun ini lebih baik daripada tahun sebelumnya. Do pray for me. Thankyou! :)

Assalamualaikum.

Moments.

Alhamdulillah. Tiba2 rasa rajin nak sambung sebab next week ada camp (PRINT) T.T and mmg confirm balik tu mesti malas dah nak type.

//

It was my bro's birthday last week and i was really puzzled on what to do and what to buy for him the days before.. it's bcuz he really made an effort when it was my birthday. he would called and wish me and bought me a present when i was jokingly asking him to buy it. actually, memanglah nampak mcm common thing bila bday kita families and kwn2 akan wish pastu belikan hadiah sume. tapi bila abg sendiri yg buat rasa terharu weh. T.T yela, dia sorang je my bro pon.. so, apa yg aku buat time bday dia ialah ar.ae.h.es.ai.ae. *sorrynotsorry*

okay, lets start the part 2..

okay lupa lagi, my trip actually dgn kawan2 kerja ayah. seronok sbb kawan2 ayah lawak and friendly tambah lagi dgn tourguide kitorg yg seriously lawak gak and sporting. Pak ono n abg shahril.. 

Day 3

Tentatif hrini mostly shopping and byk spent time dlm bus. tapi seronok senanye sebab pak ono akan cerita along the way. and cerita pak ono tak boring langsung even pasal sejarah kat situ sebab memang lawak. seriesly... 

shoppihng

                                                                

naik kudaa

mia takutt eh ><

lepastu singgah mall... buat apa? shopping shopping and shopping. *muntah*

sebab lapar sangat nak tggu smpi hotel

akhirnyaaa, balik hotel ^^

since malam ni last, so dinner kat hotel and ada ucapan from ayah ^^ and other managers. everyone dapat hadiah malam tu :) pastu rupa2nya tourguide kitorg dgn pak ono ada buat surprise mlm tu. hahah surprise utk org yg bday bulan 11 n 12. but sadly abg amik flight awal mlm tu sbb ada test.

gelap sangat. haha

sayang angat

huda and mia comel sangat malam tu >< diorang nak baca surah at-takwir n buat gaya sekali cam dlm video kat youtube tu.. eee comel sangat. dahla baju sama. cuma sorang 5 tahun sorang lagi 8 tahun ^^

Day 4

Hari last, and rasa tak percaya nak balik dah.

get back to reality sis..

Yang paling kesian is dia ni haa, my sistor.. orang lain bercuti dia busy siapkan plan sume. stay strong ye kak dalam dunia arkitektura mu. i'll always pray for you..

Sebab dah malas nak cerita hari last buat apa.. so basically, check out hotel - naik bus - pergi istana - lunch kat restoran ayam penyet - pergi airport - balik Malaysia.

bye pal (naufal).. jumpa next year eh.. okay that's all.
As a conclusion, i really had fun and hope to see them again on the next trip. Istanbul eh ayah? ^^, hahaha..

Assalamualaikum :)

p/s: tak caye tahun depan nak spm dah :(

riang ria cuti sekolah

hahah. tajuk tak boleh nak comel lagi.. -.-

MEDAN TRIP ~

Day 1

Flight pukul 8. Kitorg kena ada pukul 5.30 a.m. kat KLIA. Hmm, so tahu2 jela nak kena bgn kul brp kann.. hahah tapi bila pagi tu segar je la sbb tahu nak pegi jalan2.. tapi this year ke'excited'an dia mcm dah kurang rather than tahun2 sebelum ni. idk why. tapi sbab ayah dah bawak so appreciate je la sbb ingat senang ke woi. haa. mahal kot for 8 people naik flight sume. transport kat sana lgi, hotel, food, souveniers and so onn.. thankyou sgt2 kat ayah n umiii. ily so muchh <3

Budak nii serious ya Allah. COMEL sgt bulu mata dia dahla pnjg lentik pulak tu. macam gegirl. umur dia sama mcm mia 5 tahun. tapi cakap mak aih.. kalah makcik2. tambah dengan loghat nogoghinya lagi hahaha comeeelll. we spent almost 10 hours dlm bus sbb kitorg tukar hotel every night. so, budak ni duduk depan kita and dia tersangatlah banyak cerita. haha

makan pagi

makan lagii

shopping sikit b4 balik hotel

hotel tanpa aircond

hotel ni takde aircond tapi sejukk yg teramat. andd ni lah lake toba... lupa nak ckp awal2. tempat ni terletak berapa ribu meter tah dari aras laut tapi yg penting memang tinggi la.. haha

the view

okay ni baru first day. tapi dah pnjg lebar. haih ni yg malas ni nak taip..

Day 2

It's raining and kitorg akan naik bot hri tu.. wee main hujann.. sape tak suka. tahap sejuk dia takyah cakap ah. macam kat luar negara pun ada. eheh. memang kat luar negara pun kan -.-

then, kitorg singgah batak's village. okay dengar batak pun macam dah semacam en..hahah. my tourist guide kata orang batak ni diorg makan orang. err >< seram en. tapi tu dulu.. sekarang tukar jdi anjing and khinzir. hmm.

hmm that thing..

nak sampai jeti dahh.. sobs

pastu kitorg naik bus and teruskan perjalanan.. banyak tempat lah tapi this one memang eye catching.

creds to abang :)

SubhanAllah subhanAllah subhanAllah... <3 cantik sesangatt..
okay. this is part 1. kalau rajin, kita sambung ye..

assalamualaikum :)

Summary of '14 (incomplete)

Okay. okay. and okay. *a big sigh*

So, I was fighting my own war right here and i'm sure the other side was too. or not. I'm not being cold hearted or whatsoever it called but I'm really trying hard to avoid it. As you all know, okay you all dont know. -.- I am a naqibah since this year and it was a really a tough thing for me as I am not perfect at all and has many lacks. But my muallimah and my seniors always says to us ashlih nafsak wad'u ghairak which means baikilah diri kita and serulah kepada orang lain. Sebab kalau nak tunggu diri kita perfect memang tak akan..lah.

Plus, I think I am really being tested by Him in protecting my heart from any 'dhkfsuhbeilklksnbdbz' things throughout this year. Even mlmh had once said to me. "Betul ke najwa?" "Jaga diri elok2. Boleh jadi fitnah." Hmm. Hamek kau. mlmh.ckp.sendiri.kat.kau. Serious malu ya Allah. Tapi I take it as a teguran for myself. Keep calm and act cool je.

Andd, tahun ni cepat sgt berlalu. Rasa macam baru je apply nak amik science tulen sume.. pastu tuptaptuptap dah habis f4 and nak amik SPM dah next year. ya Allah. takut sebenarnya. sebab salah satu tanda kiamat is masa berlalu dgn sangat pantas tanpa kita sedar, Astaghfirullah....

Okay, last but not least. *camkaranganbipulak*
Seorang murobbi (naqibah) kena buat apa yang dia dah sampaikan. Sebab kalau tak, dosa! I repeat, dosa. And tu yang paling takut. ya Rabbi..
Lastly, disebabkan nak cuti ni, mlmh cakap kitorg (the naqibahs) kena prepare diri betul2 utk tahun depan. Sebab next year we'll be the seniors. And we have to be and try our best to please Him in whatever we do. Jangan banyak melayan perasaan sangat, We have a mission in our life guys. To get the mardhatillah and went to the jannah holding hands together with our friends and families and other muslimin and muslimat.

Moga Allah redha. Assalamualaikum.. :')

16.

the older the age, the bigger the responsibilities.

hypothesis is accepted. assalamualaikum.

Ikhtilat

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Once again, I want to share a post from my tumblr dashboard ^^. I don't know why but it just... I really feel that I should share it with my lovely readers. 

*siapajebacablogkauniii* 

Hehh. Anyway, i hope kalians baca dengan hati yang terbuka and this post is actually a reminder to myself too okay... So, let's muhasabah ourselves by reading this post even it's quite "short" . Aha

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Are you aware of the dangers of interacting with non-mahrams on social networking? Important message, please read and share to let others know. This is a reminder for all brothers and sisters who are on social networking. Please take your time to read it for Allah’s sake.

I heard a very interesting lecture recently on how to maintain your modesty, wherever you are, particularly on social networking sites. It’s common to see men and women free mixing here, direct messaging and interacting in a way they obviously shouldn’t. To those who do that, stop and think for a while - Do you think you are doing something that would please Allah? Modesty is a branch of Imaan, and when you talk whether through writings or etc to non-mahrams, you are actually lifting your pardah and your modesty. Allah has told us that if our modesty if lifted, we are fit to do anything. To all of us, isn’t modesty a very priceless thing? Are you willing to sell it in the cost of interacting with non-mahrams?

Remember, when a man and a girl are alone, Shaytan is the third person there. When you are tweeting or facebooking, it’s obviously between yourselves, so what makes you think that Shaytan will not intrude and create feelings among you that would lead to haraam? We may wear the Hijab/Niqab, but if our walk, talk, voice or actions attract a man, we are accountable for it and if that happens, you are lifting your modesty. If you may not have any feeling towards the one you are tweeting/facebooking, can you absolutely guarantee that the other person feels the same way about you? If your tweets/status, even if it be a “yes”, “no”, “Hi” or even a “hmm” attracts a non-mahram, what are you going to say when you stand before Allah (SWT) on the Day of Judgement? How are you ever going to justify yourself for talking or attracting a non-mahram?

This is a humble reminder, first to myself and then to the others. Some of us may not reply to non-mahrams, but if they are following us, out tweets/status would appear on their timeline. How can you guarantee that someone will not be attracted to your tweets/status. If a person is drawn to your style of tweeting/writing, he/she might have feeling on you. This, more often than not, ends up with men interacting with girls and vice versa, so I think it’s just better to be avoided. Aren’t you accountable to Allah for those feelings you created, although it may be unknowingly. What are you going to tell Allah when He questions you about it in front of the entire mankind on the Day of Judgement? Think for yourself. 

I know that some of those reading this will find that it is hard to be accepted, but please remember that you are accountable for each and every action you do on the Day of Judgement. Isn’t the greater Jihaad fighting against your own desires? Do it for the sake of Allah and your sacrifice might be that one thing which may lead you to either Jannah or Jahannam. Allah has told in the Quran that Shaytan makes our deeds fair-seeming to us. Fight against Shaytan and fight against your own self. This is not only for your betterment, but also the betterment for the entire Ummah InshaAllah. And it’s not impossible - I’ve seen a lot of sisters on Twitter and Facebook who have in right there on their bio : “Brothers, don’t follow or add me”. MashaAllah, I really admire the strength of those sisters and if they can, surely we can as well, right?

A sign of true Imaan is when you fear Allah, both in secret and in public. It might be hard for us to do avoid this temptation, but just think of how happy and pleased out beloved Rabb with be with us. Isn’t gaining His pleasure the ultimate thing we all want? If after reading this, you still continue talking to non-mahrams on twitter or facebook, or any other form of socializing, remember that doing a sin even after knowing fully well that it’s bad is an even bigger sin. That guilt will always be with you. Do this one sacrifice and see for yourself how rewarding it will be,InshaAllah. It might be tough, but as time goes on you will see that what you did was actually your duty.

Do it solely for the pleasure of Allah and if Allah is pleased with your sacrifice and effort, isn’t that an exceptional honor. Allah will be proud of our sacrifice and He will make it easy for us InshaAllah. For the sake of Allah, please share it and keep sharing it so that other might benefit from this InshaAllah. If this can bring about a change in someone, Allah will reward you for it. May Allah accept all of us. 

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Ameen ya Rabb..

Ramadhan is coming !

Am i prepared for it ?

.....

*tepuk dada tanya hati*

tahun ni ramadhan without atuk :'(  he just passed away on 18th June, a week and a half before ramadhan. It really made me realized that death is anytime and ramadhan tahun lepas is the last ramadhan for atuk.. I already miss you atuk, rasa macam mimpi... baru je seminggu sebelum tu balik kg and cakap2 ngan atuk.. selalunya lepas result exam keluar, atuk akan call n tanya mcm mana sume pastu bgi nasihat.. atuk cikgu dulu, so ramai orang kenal and datang utk doakan atuk.. atuk is a great person in his life and semoga atuk tergolong dalam golongan orang2 yang beriman kat alam sana juga. ameen. :') "wawa belajar sungguh-sungguh ".."doakan atuk cepat sembuh" insyaAllah I will.. 

sayang atuk :'(

May we be able to reach ramadhan on this year and may we able to meet the most blessed night (lailatul qadr) on this blessed month. ameen ya rabbal alamin. Let's grab this chance together !

I live to please Allah, not His creation, insyaAllah !

While I was busy scrolling down the tumblr dashboard, suddenly i saw this quote which really makes me 'sentap'.

"So I decided not to reply any of my male friends’ message."

"So I decided to stop uploading my own photo."

The day when you decide to do this, to do that for the sake of Allah. I know how hard it was for you because I’ve been through the same situation.

You see other girls having a conversation with their male friends, you see other girls uploading their photo and getting many likes and compliments from people.

Are you envy with them?

Used to. When you just started to make a hijrah. At that time “it must be good if I still can do the same things” always came across your head.

But now.
Hamdan lillah.

You realize that it’s just a shaytaan’s whisperer to make you tempted with people’s compliment.

You realize how worthless your life will be if you put people’s judgement as your first priority and ignoring Allah’s judgement.

"I live to please Allah, not His creation."
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